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Thursdaze - Grow
02:46
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Every day that I spend
With you by my side
I just know is gonna be
The best of my life
Falling apart and then
Picking me up
Meeting you had to be
The best kind of luck
‘Cause life to death and heartache to tear
I know I’ll be fine ‘cause I’ve got you here
Giving up seems easy, I know
But just stick with me
See how much you’ll grow
Even when I thought I
Couldn’t go on
You held me and told me that
I was strong
Step by step
Day by day
We’ll get through
‘Cause you have me and I’ve got you
‘Cause life to death and heartache to tear
I know I’ll be fine ‘cause I’ve got you here
Giving up seems easy, I know
But just stick with me
See how much you’ll grow
So never let go
Never say “goodbye”
‘Cause thanks to you
I feel so alive
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2. |
Ida Fox - Uh Oh
02:34
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my brain
my brain is broken
but u give me
oh u give me hope and
i cant wait to see u again and again...
u make me say uh oh uh oh uh oh
now theres no use
no use in
pointing fingers
or pointing to begin
it's just what happens
oh its just what is
when i see u and i stop breathin'
u make me say uh oh uh oh uh oh
i get stretched so thin
it's not bc of u or her or him
i just do things on a whim
i swear i'm allergic to the dim
now its not ur fault
or something that u said
but sometimes i feel like i can't fucking win
u make me say uh oh
if thats good or bad
it's for me to know my love for this enigma grows
as time just goes and goes and goes
u make me say uh oh uh oh uh oh
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well i guess
in the end
it’s me
not you who’s at a loss
what i mean
is i’m still lonely
well i guess
in the end
it’s me
not you who had a crush
what i mean
is i’m still lonely
well i guess
i’m all freaked
because i’m
just normally so numb
i not used to these feelings
and you make me blush
without tryin
i feel so damn nervous every time you’re near
not that it matters
you’re not for me
and it was you who had it all
it was you who had it all
im just crush material
but there’s nothing between us
there’s just something between me you’re just crush material
well there’s nothing between us
it’s just something between me i’m just crush material
we’re just crush material
i’m just crush material
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so if this is what it means to be happy
then i’ll leave & trade for miserable
i think i’m better off by myself
no need to be followed by my troubles
red splattered with ink on your shoes
calling on angels to bring me back to you
breaking my own heart all over again
i see you in my dreams but it’s not enough then
if you hold onto these parts of me
maybe it won’t hurt as much as it does
you’re the only one who can watch me bleed
after all this is an exercise of trust
youve got your lipstick covered cigarette,
with me brushed up against your breath
you’ve fallen in love with this apocalypse
we disintegrate in this final kiss
we flicker & fade, we whisper & wait
we react with shame all in the name of love
i was never meant to be the one to save you
but i promise to never hide you from the truth
if you hold onto these parts of me
maybe it won’t hurt as much as it does
you’re the only one who can watch me bleed
after all this is an exercise of trust
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Maybe it’s a lot
Maybe it’s not enough
Thumbing through these lies
Honesty has done enough
Maybe I’m hopeless
Hope has lost this one
Maybe I’m fine
Maybe I’ve messed it up
Skimming through these lines
Please just shut up
Maybe I’m hopeless
I have lost this one
Oooou
Maybe it’s all wrong
Maybe we’re losing time
Running from ourselves
Just close your eyes
Maybe I’m helpless
Can’t even help myself
Maybe there’s a light
Maybe I just forgot
Hiding in plain sight
Can’t help but feel so small
Maybe I’m helpless
I’ll try again I swear
Tell me that I’m okay
Tell me that I’ll be fine
Tell me that I’m all right
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I guess that I'm okay
Well, I'm not dying
I guess that I have spent a lot of time alone
For trying
I guess that you're away
'Cause you're busy
At least if you're to say that we're still friends
Pretend you miss me
'Cause I knew you were love when at your best
But maybe if I hadn't been depressed
We'd go out more
Ah, yeah
I got a broken heart but it still works
But even if it's beating it still hurts
'Cause now I still got ninety-nine more problems
To account for
And I bet all your friends say "I'm glad that she's gone"
Like you're the only excuse I had friends to lean on
But, was it just in my head I was loved all along
Or, did you love me then
And did they love me then
And could you love again
(I can lose a lover)
But I cannot lose a lover and a friend
(I can find another)
But I'll never find another you again
I've been splitting 'cause it's better than admitting
That it's something that I can't control
I was livid, what you did was nothing easily forgiven
Yet I couldn't let go
And I bet all your friends say "I'm glad that she's gone"
Like you're the only excuse I had friends to lean on
But, was it just in my head I was loved all along
Or, did you love me then
And did they love me then
And could you love again
Ha
No, no, no
(No, no, no)
I saw you at the bar where we used to drink
I wish that I could change the way that I think
I tell you it's black and white
And if we start a war could it be another night?
Then I proceeded to make a scene
You said we need to heal before we can speak
I said but it's already more than a week
Since you and I talked before
And I don't know if I would wanna take anymore
But now I understand what you mean
Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
(But I hurt you too)
(Then we both got so blue)
We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
(But you worried too)
(Sorry if I worried you)
'Cause I've been a mess, I've been depressed
I've been neglected, I've been obsessed
I've been neglectful, I can admit it
My future looked brighter whenever you're in it
But you probably won't be, I get it
Yeah, you probably won't, I admit it
The ice that we skate is the thinnest
My skin is the thinnest, my patience the thinnest
I'm healing, I'll say when I'm finished
I wish I were finished, I got more to say
I know that I got more to say, yeah
I swear that I got more to say
I know things that you hid from me, know my fragility
Know that's the reason you done what you did to me
Even though my borderline has been killing me
I can't go back to the mental facility, no
Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
But I hurt you too
Then we both got so blue
We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
But you worried too
Sorry if I worried you, oh
I want to be believed in
Doesn't got to be you
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I really don't know if I could
Look at this the same way, I could've sworn
That you were torn
But simply looked away
Hey, where you going
Wait for me
I can't go on my own
I'll sit here with these memories
So I don't feel alone
Am I a friend? Am I a toy?
Am I just some foolish boy
Too naive to ever know
That the problem is you
The Stockholm syndrome's kicking in
Where are you taking me?
I'm getting
I lived in my very own cages
Locked throw away the key
I left the candle burning through the night
For you to see
But you, you moved on
Fooled by the face
Put back on my head every day so now I have to say
Am I a friend? Am I a toy?
Am I just some foolish boy
Too naive to ever know
That the problem is you
The Stockholm syndrome's kicking in
Where are you taking me?
I'm getting
Am I a friend? Am I a toy?
Are you just some foolish boy
Too naive to ever know
That the problem is you
The Stockholm syndrome's kicking in
Where are you taking me?
I'm getting scared!
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Kind of awkward, am I freaking you out?
I don't mean to be rude, but I'm a wreck and I need some help,
What's your name, forget the time, can I just ask you to dance?
The red in your cheeks flared, and my record came on again.
Give me your arms, and let me spin you around.
I'm nervous, I'm thinking, that I'm letting you down.
Let me tell you one thing; I don't know what I'm doing,
Let me tell you a second thing; I've never done this before,
I feel like a spider on the wall, and I've already spilled my drink,
I'm surprised you even talked to me.
Give me your arms, and let me spin you around.
I'm nervous, I'm thinking that I'm letting you down.
I'm so glad to see your face, because I can't behave in public places.
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9. |
Floral Tattoo - She
03:01
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Needle in the arm, feeling draining from me. Better close my eyes, lest I pass out. Pink around the wrist, I’m free to go now. Leave through the front door, and I don’t know where I’m going or what I’m gonna do with my life.
Drink some water, you didn’t lose a whole lot of blood back there, but a loss of blood’s still a loss of blood. So drink up, drink up, and so a toast, to all the things we’re leaving behind. To deadnames, addictions, and bodies that we hate, to cancers and blood clots and the risks that we take, to a new day, say hey, drink up while you can, because water is something we need to survive. I’m afraid to admit it, but I guess I’ll admit that I don’t know where I’m going, or what I’m gonna do with my life.
To hell with it all, I have broken the bindings around my wrists, and they fall. I am no longer stuck in this disgusting frame. My whole life I’ve been told to be who you are, but I haven’t been able to do that thus far, until somebody told me that I wasn’t all alone.
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na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII love the way you make me feel
when i'm staring at my screen
at four AM,
trying not to fall asleep
and you hit me up just to see if i'm ok.
i loved it way too god damn much
when you told me you don't mind
when i keep you up
sending mamegoma lines
you know it's shit like that that makes me wanna be alive
i wanna say i think it's ok if we just don't both feel the same way
but i feel like we're more than just friends
cause it took six sad months to realize
i didn't miss the cold weather i just missed you and
i didn't miss the sweater weather i just missed you.
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
i used to think I'd get by fine
tryna hide what's on my mind
friendships felt feigned and
strangers' shapes seemed so unkind
i was alone in crowds but not alone in sentiment
i've been so isolated by
the time i trade to stay alive
brought up with the choice
of success or suicide
so i'll call in sick again just to spend the day with you
wanna say i think it's so gay that we really both feel the same way
that I feel, like we're more than just friends
it took too long to realize
i didn't miss the cold weather i just missed you
i didn't miss the sweater weather i just missed you.
i didn't miss orange county, i just missed you
i didn't miss 69 tarocco, i just missed you
i didn't miss culver city, i just missed you
or getting drunk outside the Smell NO i just missed you
cuz i don't need the cold weather like i need you
and i don't need the sweater weather i just neeeeeeed you.
na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! hahahahana na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII love the way you make me feel
when i'm staring at my screen
at four AM,
trying not to fall asleep
and you hit me up just to see if i'm ok.
i loved it way too god damn much
when you told me you don't mind
when i keep you up
sending mamegoma lines
you know it's shit like that that makes me wanna be alive
i wanna say i think it's ok if we just don't both feel the same way
but i feel like we're more than just friends
cause it took six sad months to realize
i didn't miss the cold weather i just missed you and
i didn't miss the sweater weather i just missed you.
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
YOUUUUUUUU, youuuuuu
i used to think I'd get by fine
tryna hide what's on my mind
friendships felt feigned and
strangers' shapes seemed so unkind
i was alone in crowds but not alone in sentiment
i've been so isolated by
the time i trade to stay alive
brought up with the choice
of success or suicide
so i'll call in sick again just to spend the day with you
wanna say i think it's so gay that we really both feel the same way
that I feel, like we're more than just friends
it took too long to realize
i didn't miss the cold weather i just missed you
i didn't miss the sweater weather i just missed you.
i didn't miss orange county, i just missed you
i didn't miss 69 tarocco, i just missed you
i didn't miss culver city, i just missed you
or getting drunk outside the Smell NO i just missed you
cuz i don't need the cold weather like i need you
and i don't need the sweater weather i just neeeeeeed you.
na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! hahahaha
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